Sad News

I write this post with a heavy heart. I am in the middle of a miscarriage. This life that I have already loved is not with me anymore. Her soul is with the Father. This is by far the most devastating thing I have ever been through. I know God has a plan and that whether I understand it or not, it is perfect. Even though I am grieving, I am at peace. I know that His ways are higher than mine, His thoughts higher than my thoughts. Yes, it is early (mercifully). But it is still hard. It hurts deeply. But Jesus is walking beside me, holding me up. We have named her EmmaRae which means "yearning or longing" because we yearn for her and her life has made us yearn for Heaven so very much more than ever before. Please keep us in your prayers as we get through this.